Little White Lies
I’ve got a truckload of curses, that I keep driving ‘round
If ever I get lost I swear to god I hope I’m never found
I carry loads of grudges, constantly weighing me down
If I could just let go I guess my feet will hardly touch the ground
Still there ain’t nothing further from my mind
than leaving you behind to cry
or tell another little white lie..
I’ve got a tongue that gets twisted
twisted when I’m bound to the truth
I got these chords one two and three
but I’m so confused
I’ve got a few good memories
and far too many bridges to burn,
each time I turn around I’ve forgotten
what I should have learned..
I’m just a washed up, dried out, getting nowhere,
no good and I’m getting nowhere fast.
If ever I should learn to put my mind on something..
it ain’t ever gonna last
Oh baby that’s my best…
I wrote some songs that’ll make you,
make you believe I’m all that.
But I’ve got news for you babe
I don’t know where I’m at..
I’ll tell you love’s all that matters
I’ll tell you what you most like to hear
but when push comes to shove I’m right out of here
Words & Music: Eric Devries
Jericho Walls
I thought the road was easy to see but now I’m confused
I had my future laid out for me but there were only wrong turns
I’ve got your name upon my arm, your taste upon my tongue
I thought that we could overcome all that was said and done
But like the Jericho walls came down
I never heard such a lonesome sound
I had to pick my heart off the ground
I see a maiden once so fair now all tired and worn
still I could not foresee her love would turn to scorn
But like the Jericho walls came down
I never heard such a lonesome sound
I had to pick my heart off the ground, ground, ground
I thought my eyes could clearly see what was in her heart
I never saw the roses’ thorn could be a poisoned dart
I see a young man ageing slow one with a future bright
How was he to know he’d be heartbroken overnight
But like the Jericho walls came down
I never heard such a lone-some sound
I had to pick my heart off the ground, ground, ground
Words & Music: Eric Devries
Ballad of a Song and Dance Man
When I heard the Man sing: ‘Hard Nose the Highway’
I knew there and then that the road could be my way
So one summernight I packed my bags
and left for adventure and followed the tracks
of every single Song and Dance man
that passed thru’ before me and played every bandstand
I followed the words that made up my song
and I lived on the dreams that pushed me along
When I heard the Man sing: ‘Hard Nose the Highway’
And I read a poem and I made up a tune
that I’d sing everyday by the light of the moon
and those were the moments of magic and grace
like a song takes you back and puts a smile on your face
and folks by the road would smile when they heard
every sweet melody that I put into words
And the women would dance and smile with their eyes
to the Song and Dance Man’s hearts delight
When I heard the Man sing: ‘Hard Nose the Highway’
And now that I’m weary, without alibis
and I’ve had my share of hello’s and goodbye’s
my maps are all torn and this battered guitar
still rings in my ears and it carries the scars
of every hardship down the road
of the blood that I spilled, all the money I owed
Of the hearts that were broken and promises too
And all of the tears that I shed just for you
When I heard the Man sing: ‘Hard Nose the Highway’
I met this woman who says she will have me
and I’m thinking of staying as my load gets too heavy
But I wish I could swim like back in the days
with my head in the clouds on the airwaves again
When I heard the Man sing: ‘Hard Nose the Highway’
Words & Music: Eric Devries
Soften the Ground
I keep digging her up out of frozen ground
She refuses to show doesn’t want to be found
And I long for that moment kind of like spring
she keeps holding back, she stays locked up within
Why am I here? Where can I go?
She doesn’t know cause she’s locked herself
deep in the ground
and I can’t pretend to laugh when I cry
and I never said I was doing her right
Just to soften the ground untill snowflakes fall
soft and warm, soft and warm
My nails are torn and my fingers are black
She haunts my dreams and she breaks my back
there was a time or wasn’t it real?
that I thought I could change all she could feel
Why am I still here? Where can I go?
She doesn’t know cause she’s locked herself
deep in the ground
and I can’t pretend to laugh when I cry
and I never said I was doing her right
just to soften the ground
Just to soften the blow
untill snowflakes fall
soft and warm, soft and warm
Words & Music: Mo van Hal & Eric Devries
Time is All
I’m riding down this this road so fast
burning bridges that were meant to last
driving hard at the speed of sound
humming while the wheels are spinning ‘round
Starting fires as I’m burning up
using all that once filled my cup
shifting gears and I don’t look back
Burning miles and running out of track
Can’t slow down I need this pace
to stop right now means losing face
can’t be bothered looking left or right
keep on chasing dreams overnight
And time is all there ever really is
time is wasted and time is bliss
you’re growing up and then losing ground
Love’s burning up and pain is watered down
Here’s to all that wanna grow up fast
you gotta know that nothing lasts a lifetime
here’s to throwing caution to the wind
one step up and two steps back again
I don’t know what the moral to this story is
time is all there ever really is
it maybe tomorrow it maybe today
time passes slow untill it’s taken away
There ain’t no profit there’s none to take
holding on may be a big mistake
to share the loving while we come undone
maybe the thing to make it worth the run
And time is all there ever really is
time is wasted and time is bliss
you’re growing up and then losing ground
Love’s burning up and pain is watered right down
Words & Music: Eric Devries
Matters Of Love
She said: Maybe I’ve always been trying to hard or maybe it’s me?
What else is there but to follow your heart? And why can’t they see?
She gazed in the mirror and followed the trace
to every new line she saw in her face
wondering how she felt so out of place in matters of love?
He said he was born with a travellers’ heart Could not stay in one place
maybe the need for a brand new start is more easy to face
He walked in the room and she captured his eye
as a matter of fact thought he’d give her a try
as always searching for new alibis in matters of love
The room it was clean enough by neon light but they could not care less
With no one to see by the starlight outside they slowly undressed
They must have both felt the solace within
the joining of hands when something begins
they were never so free before in their own skins or in matters of love
She felt his body curled up by her side when she woke the next day
but she could not believe though try as she might she was lucky that way..
He thought she knew what he wanted to say
but he kept his cool and when she laughed it away
And the moment is gone by the cruel light of day as happens in love
Words & Music: Eric Devries
All I Know How To Do
I’ve been wasting my days, I’ve been a drunk and a fool
there’s truths I’ve forgotten and I broke every rule
Don’t know what to hold on to or when to let go
when loving you is all that I know how to do
I’ve been spending my money, I’ve been cursed and betrayed
I’ve fallen in love, I’ve seen love turn to hate
Oh I loved more than plenty but I let you go
when loving you is all that I know how to do
I don’t know what we’re here for , I never know what to say
I didn’t want you to leave me so I walked away
there’s a thin line between relief and regret
between to love and to hold or to leave just like that
Now I never think of what live has in store
and all that I had I can’t have anymore
it’s just me and my dreams that I can’t let go
when loving you is all that I know how to do
Words & Music: Eric Devries
Another Round
Boys I’ve got no mind to tell you why I’m here
not sure if even I would lend myself an ear
Not for all the gold and silver
would I turn down the man that buys another round
I can’t say I’m proud of doing what I did
but I ain’t letting out what I’m trying to forget
Not for all the gold and silver
would I turn down the man that buys another round
I’ve got no mind to leave before it’s closing time
and all my senses be drenched in beer and wine
Not for all the gold and silver
would I turn down the man that buys another round
And leave me be don’t pity me
don’t try to cheer me up
Don’t think of intervening
while I’m drinking ‘till I drop
And even if I fall, fall down from my stool
like lazarus I’ll rise in time for last call..
Not for all the gold and silver
would I turn down the man that buys another round
Words & Music: Eric Devries
Don’t let Me Be
When day breaks without reason and leaves me nothing to believe in
and I end up with nothing and no place to go
When darkness falls all around me and it slow but surely drowns me
when everything I do just fails me when I lose my way
when I may have gone too far and keep forgetting who you are
and you find it’s so hard to be around me
I just hope you can find it in your heart
to look my way and don’t let me be
When all the time I’m playing mindgames, I end up lost upon the low plains
you can put me back in my place, cut me down to size
If love is all about receiving and if it’s giving and forgiving
I’m just hoping you could help me
believe in it some day..
When dark clouds appear o’er me
and there ain’t a place they will not find me
and they can’t help but make the rain fall
at the end of a day
I just hope you can find it in your heart
to look my way and don’t let me be
Words & Music: Eric Devries
Mary
I don’t really know you but I know I want to
and I want to know you well
I don’t know what to say
when there’s so much I want to tell you
But I just can’t find a way
and I can’t say goodbye just yet
give me time to clear my head..
Mary
We’ve got our scars to prove it
and I don’t know how you did
survive with all this pain inside
If we could get around it
and discover that we found it
now would that not be worth a try
For I just can’t say goodbye
if we never really tried
Mary
Let us leave our ghosts behind
and who knows what we may find
Mary
Words & Music: Eric Devries
But For the Grace ..
Here goes nothing but for the grace of God
Some have purpose I fear that I have not
Here’s to those who are safe and sound asleep
Good luck to you and to the dreams you keep
I’ve got my own
There were times much more than I can count
I was looking where there’s nothing to be found
There were days I was weighed down by sin
I’ve been low but I came back up again
Time and again
So don’t point your finger at me
I’m not ashamed I’ve nothing to my name
Won’t you let me be on my way
Men have gone where others fear to tread
Some have tried and others haven’t yet
Who is to judge and who will sympathize
Some are true and some’ll be telling lies
All of the time
Men have gained more than worldly things
Some let go and others choose to cling
Some will steal to fulfill their every need
Some die rich some die by their own greed
time and again
So don’t point your finger at me
I’m not ashamed I’ve nothing to my name
So won’t you let me be on my way
Here’s to those and the ones that I forgot
And all of those of those who know not
we all go but for the grace of God
Words & Music: Eric Devries
Sunday eve in Amsterdam
When I was just a boy
I used to love to watch the seagulls fly
from a window looking down upon the world below
three stories high
I used to wonder where those birds would go
but answers don’t come cheap in life I know
and now I’m flying home
for Sunday eve in Amsterdam
I take the 13 down to the street where I was born
but everybody’s moved away
The block’s still standing tall but the faces here
I don’t recall from way back when
How come everybody’s always moving out?
or maybe that’s just what life’s all about
But I’m just reaching out for home
on Sunday eve in Amsterdam
I remember how the bridge would open up
to let the ships pass through
The boatman had to pay the man
and made the drop into his wooden shoe
and I have always tried to pay the man
I like to think that I done all I can
Now I’m just trying to pay my dues
on Sunday eve in Amsterdam
There’s a place where water meets the sky
at the tower where the tears were cried
I’m just trying to find some peace of mind
on Sunday eve in Amsterdam
Words & Music: Eric Devries